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28July[Thursday] :

School-ed .Dint go to CCA ... parents was at home ... ate lunch then rest awhile ... after that left to Dixie's house ~ Ate Anne,Rakee,Mika and Iyah[-

_-] was there too. Played , then i did some errands without dixie and jonjon first . Then when we came back played around . I confronted Iyah , i told her some personal stuff , i swear if she tells me that she likes me again , id slap her so hard , her mum wont even recognize her -_- anyway after that incident everything was all

different between her and my bestie ... After everyone left , had a heart to heart talk with AteAnne [Thanks ate , i lub you! ] Then got ready for our midnight show of captain america~ Slept during the movie ;P I slept on Ate Anne's shoulder HAHAHA . Then it was about 3am , walked to Mac ate there then taxi home Lol , we were lazy . Then got home , hanged around the Music room with all the tambays ~ Then after that , slept !

29 July[Friday] :

Woke up and started to wash up ... Went to koufu with the whole cabrega family <3 Ate steamboat ... our last meal together :( Then went home , played around for awhile ... then after that got ready to go to the airport . Met Sophia,Syamisa and Rakee. Off-ed to Airport . Reached there Dixie's whole class there .. otl then mingled for like 1-2hr ? yeah , then it was time for them to go .... she was to surrounded by her classmates that i could'nt hug her or something ... so the moment Jonjon Hugged me , somehow i dint feel that i was already crying . Then Ate dess

hugged and gave me a kiss... then Ninang hugged me really tight .... :(! Then they headed off the gates ............ last family photo ... then Dixie came running to me to give me a hug .... that was the moment EVERYONE was crying ... but Me and Rakee were crying our hearts out ... my mum hugged me tight as they left ... the whole family crying as they went in too .... I cried so hard that more than half the adults had to console me ........ Evev my dad hugged me .... i cried for a good 45mins .... then cried again ... then again ... and again ... i miss them so much :(

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I MISS YOU GUYS ♥

Ate anne there with me and Dixie :)

Monday

CCA : taekwondo was fun ~! after our demonstration practice was over , me and Afiq started to practice our cartwheels ... that lil douche got me to hurt my elbow alot :(

Tuesday

CCA: Taekwondo , practiced basic movement ! then after training slacked around first , Afiq and I cartwheeled for awhile , then i went to play soccer with Jere,ShaoKang,ChongXiang,LukeMan,Ghufran and Rusdi ~ Uber fun . Then went home with Theresa and HuiShan ~~

Went to dixie's house, played Xbox kinect ! looked like total morons HAHAHA! ♥

Today :

School as per normal , been very tired this few days . havent got enough sleep compared to the energy ive been exerting . Did my work today , painted in class Lol . Recess , nothing much honestly .The rest of the subjects are pretty much a blur LOL

Well ... thats about it ... no CCA today , thankgod . Shall go off to sleep early today ~ Byee :D

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The way you say my name ♥

The way you look up to face me ♥

The way you could make me melt♥

The way you assure im fine♥

The way you smile .♥

Everything about you ♥♥♥

World war 4 = july14

Hi , Today is honestly such a fucked up day .

Contact time : Super no mood , even Naqiyah noticed .

Maths : Super crazy at first . Ms Teo keep asking us to change back etc , everyone still rebelled and stuff . Studied :) but still played around a lil .

LA : no teacher , was playing around endlessly .

Recess : Ate ma pasta ! yummeehh ;)

Aloysius threw tantrum in class , and well he just started throwing chairs . apparently hitting a couple of people . Gillian got mad too , kicking the table endlessly at him . Syauqi's temper was just .... well above average XD then all left for mt classes.

MT : uhm , chaos . simply chaos . First, i got scolded for going down without a pass . then ,Aloy was still emo-ing on the floor ~ then aparently i cried for a lil while at the corner while writing the farewell letters for my beloveds . Then all of a sudden i heard ChunHong making a ruckus . Teacher then answering back blahblahblah . I heard he threw a book at the teacher or something . Then blahblahblah , JingYi almost had a seizure or something . No one was doing anything , stood up brought her down ... then BLAHBLAHBLAH .

History : Studied ~

CME : went down to check on JingYi , brought her up after a quick visit to the bookshop. Got scolded for not having the permission to go out afterwards .

IPW : nothing much scolded for going out without permission again . Continued with work .

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Screw you all . i know you guys dont give a fuck , why bother .

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If you guys are friends , act like a friend . If i look like i need a hug , gimme a hug ;) HAHAHAA

Okay byee ><

-July 14 is declared as world war 4 by Darryl-

Hyunaaaaa BubblePop ;3

Heyo :D

MT : dint do much , Played truth or dare ... and well i was pretty absent minded .

Maths? : Huh , i dont remember doing anything , HAHAHAHA

Recess : Stayed in class with ByunChua , Gillian and Zhenmin . Played with Gillian's cococrunch and kept throwing it HEHEHEHE , fun siol . Then ... uhm oh yeasssss , BUUBLLLEE POPPP playing in our heads .

LA : TANCHAICHENG's class ;)) Revathy the bestfriend 52year old taxi driver , HAHAHAHA . Okay epic . Keep playing with Gillian's iphone and she keeps on saying "Tan chai cheng" using that stupid app voice thingy XD

Science: Copying notes down ... Half way become sleepy ... then slept towards the end of the lesson ...

LA1 : dint even notice the teacher come in class .... Wasnt listening much . No , i wasnt listening at all .

CME or Assembly : Went to the toilet with Gillian , stayed there for awhile . Then back to class ... then blahblahblah~ school end :D

Yay. The only thing in my mind the WHOLE DAY is HYUNA and BubblePop!!!

Hyuna why is your cleavage so noticeable in bubblepop MV , can help but stare .And your buttshakkkeee !!! Wait , i sound so byun . dafuck .

Okayy byeee :D

Me and my randomness

Whaddup bishes~! Hohohohoo~ Okay since i havent been posting , time for me to start doing my usual routine of posttttt .

Saturday : Woke up early , went to the cathay cineplex watched GreenLantern !!! It was awesome no joke . loved it . Anyway , after that went around plaza singapura .... bought new shirts for mum's birthday celebration .... then went to NEX and bought my new bag ..... And off to dad's office slacking around wasted time and stuff. Then went home , mum had her hair rebonded here ... then well , thats about it ... slept at 1? 2?

Sunday: woke up at 3+ Then ate , used comp, went to church , then went to Rakee's house ~~ Rakee,Mika,Dixie and Jashmyn(?) is there.... free bbt too ! Hohohoho , off to Ehub, booked tickets then walked around to waste time . Saw Celine at the arcade , and stuff. Ate fries at mac , then back to the cinema , Monte Carlo is AWESOME IS SWEAR , SELENA GOMEZ IS SHBFKSHDFJNSKJFSNDLKFN QT . Slept over at dixie's place , we did so much things, like cooking in the middle of the night without our godparents knowing ... then laughed so much during our filming of our mini movies! So funny xD Slept at 6-7 am ~

Monday: Dint do anything . Went home at around ... 7? yeah , then well sleep.

Tuesday:

Morning : went to canteen , bought drinks , waited for time to pass ,then went up class.

PE: Had so much fun in PE idk why ...HHOHOHOHO

Science: Dint do much .

Recess: Mdm zulaiha release us later for recess so , ate longer .

DnT: Did my project thingy-ma-jug . Lol

LA: Constantly eating Gillian and LiQin's FnN food , Sedap im telling you! xD

Music: Played truth or dare in the music room

Maths : Slept for 1hr. Ms Teo keep waking me up but idc! HOHOHOOHO

No CCA today , moved up to tomorrow , thursday also dont have ~ Yay~ Okay bye xD

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I have never acted this was before.I used to be that small kid who smiled and laughed the most , That kid who’s thoughts are of not her age.That kid whom’s mind use to consist of play,fun and play. That kid who’s only wall to lean on is her dearest VernonTanJingXue.That kid who’s surrounded by guys she calls friends, That kid who used to think girls are pathetic little creatures.
But now … I dont even consider myself as human. I feel so different . the way i act , the way i think, the way i walk , the way i talk and frankly the way i am….

me being alone .

Hey :) Hols was awesome , especially when imma out with my loves <3 Anyway , school started .... boring . At least im motivated to actually concentrate and stuff.... Gonna take taxi to school tomorrow .... have to bring a ginormous project and stuff . okay , imma go now , peace .

its weird how im used to being ignored , im used to being the outcast and im deffinetely used to being Alone.

Old pics ~

Old Pictures :)

Amber/mine forever/

Hi there , Im bored ...

My dearest Amber and Krys is up there .

Okay Bye ><

Hi ~

Going to church today ~

Nothing much to post right now ,

So yeahh , Bye ~! :DD

Hi ! Still having fever , dint go to school today cause 1) im sick 2)Ponteng . Hoho~

Okay , i think i shall pot on my private blog >> www.my-forbiddensecrets.blogspot.com

Sick.

Hi there .

Im currently having fever , and i think i've been feverish for about a week or so .

I feel so siiccckkkk!

I hate it .

So damn hot.

My face is flushed red , so are my lips .

Weird , but being sick aint furrrn .

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Okay bye .

My dear Magg-Oops ~

Hi there ~

Well , Had so much fun with my dear Magg-Oops .

School is such a BORE .... Gosh , nothing much to do .

Good thing Holidays are coming ~

Ive never been so excited about holidays ~!!!

YAY~

Dedications!

Dixie and Rakee :

thanks so much for the fun we had ~~ You two are my DongSaeng's but you guys take care of me A L O T ^^ It's great to know that we've known each other since ..... uhm .... FOREVER!!! Well , Love you two ^^

Agenda ~

Hi there all ~ ^^

Today's agenda :

> Go to rakee's house

> Tune Guitar

> Learn "Hoot"

> Modify PSP

> Put games

> PLAY

> PLAY

AND

> PLAY !

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Shall post when i get back lataa ~~ :D

Jabriel~

Hi! Got back from the hospital , The baby was so cute , and His name is Jabriel :)

Me , Dixie and JonJon were like slacking around the hospital like no one's business . HOHO ! XD

Here are Low Quality pics of the cute cute Jabriel~

Howdy ~

HELLOOOO ~~~

Art exam , More like "Do finish work , Talk nonstop" Exam . Lol . Okay , Rushed my work then played around , keep throwing RubberBands at JingYi , PEACE . Then ... after school , went home , wet like fuck . Imma WET DOG .

Now Eating . Once im done, imma go play my game ;P Then ..... Afterwards going out to KKhospital ~~

So yeah , PISS ! XDD I mean PEACE ! XDD

I shall put screencaps later if i want LOL .Okay bye ~! Hohohohoo

Runescape escapade /

woohoo , screencaps ~! xD

hmm~~

Yo~ Today okay , I will never understand myself EVER .

One moment , i feel like the only person in the world .

Then next moment , Im surrounded by friends who are gut busting people ,

Keeping me laughing Like crazy .

Seriously , my mind is playing tricks on me xD

Its a good thing im optimistic .

I just keep moving forward .

TEEHEE ! TOO MUCH DRAMA XD

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School is boring ish , cause duhh its exam .

I dint do much of studying ....

HOHOHO.

I dont know what to post . Orz

Insanity .

I feel insane ...

Well , im usually am insane , but this time ... my insanity is .. different .

I feel like smashing stuff... and i want to see those red marks on my hand . I dont know why .

Is it because im drifting away from my classmates?

Since im gaining more time with my true friends ?

Or is it because no one understands me in class, thats why i feel alone ?

Who knows , gosh , i never felt so careless before . I dont even care if my classmates dont give a shizz .

For all i care .... I guess i have to stand up alone , and face problems in school myself .

Peace .

Randomness with a couple of dork xD

Hiie people ~! Imma back ~!

Not much things to post so yeahh , imma not posting xD

I dont have readers anyway :O And uhhhmm , lets see ....

Okay , since i have nothing to post , imma post random pictures then xDD

~STARTING NOW~

She looks (MORE) awesome here :D!

This is dorkable xD

Pedo face xD

The ever so popular tongue jutting Amber~

KryBer for me ~

Okay , done ~!! Peace ! Oh yeah , here is a friends Doggiee~ Named Mollie , and me of course , the usual Dork i am xP

IM THROUGH OF YOU !

Hey , Just got home ;)

School wise , Hmm ..... nothing much , Did 2.4 for P.E , pushed myself to my limit , im proud , even though i still FAR FAR behind. Hahaha ~ Okay , ART was okay , had to stand outside , imma bad kid . LOL ... Okay , recess was per usual , Then went to G.O Ask about my EzLink , called MrRatnam like what 10times ? LOL . Then went to the uniform shop .... then went to F&N class late ... No need to do work ~! Was at a lab then I saw JiaYing since we shared a room with the sec 4's .... then can use handphone and stuff ... so i was listening music while messaging Gillian,JiaLe,Ayu and Another friend. then played techdeck , then Finish , LOL , OTW back to class , something happened , PISSED ME OFF . Then Maths class i was soooo damn pissed , -_- Okay Gillian managed to cheer me up , thanks sooo much ~ Okay , Geography was interesting as per usual . then ok Heres another story which happened after school :

Lost my EzLink , good for me some guy found it , Me and ayu went to PasirRis InterChange to claim it . First went to the SBS concourse waited in line and ended up , they say not there -____-

Then we went to the MRT concourse , waited in line AGAIN , And the guy say not there -___-!! We called the guy , and he said he left in the ticketing office .__. went there , queued up AGIAN!!! Then finally i found it , Happy like fudge, all thanks to YuYu ♥ Went to Mac , then went home ~

Okay , short post . Bye ~!

THANK YOU MR.RATNAM !!

I dont know if im selfish , i Dont know if im wrong , but seriously , i have limits of kindness too .... But somehow , you dont realize that your actually hurting other people ...I Cant take your attitude anymore .... I wanted to tell you up front , but somehow , it'll make me seem like the bad person .... I wanted to tell you that your Attitude is annoying me , and really ... I dont like it now ... and honestly , i dont like YOU now .... Sorry , at least im kind enough to ... Say it nicely . But thats where i draw the line . GAME OVER .