Need to BuckUp ! StudyStudyStudy !

Hiie ! Nothing much to post again , im getting lazy to blog nowadays . School today almost all the periods got test -_- But it was okay for me :) Reached school this morning started to "Study" (?) Then recess too ! People keep saying i so "Guai"-_- it wasnt funny . I just wanted to study! Hahaha:D Class super noisy ... crap . But still managed to absorb ... Geography test today was a total Fail ... I never come on that day , so i dint really know what to write down -___- Crap!!! Then got back Test paper the other test . I got beaten again .-. I was super upset ! Well , i so angry i took home geography book , and im now studying maths and Geog ... Hehehs . Well , thats all ! have to revise !

I actually dont know how to study :X Im just doing my worksheets , i need someone to help me "Study" oops i mean Teach me how to "Study" . Any sort of help will be appreciated ! :P

Currently : tweeting , Posting (duhh) ,on the phone with Ms.Nag alot (aka Faye) and ... Getting scolded .___. By Faye too O_________O

Okay byye ! Posted on my private blog already :) Off to continue studying ! Byes:P

nothing really .

Hello ! Nothing much to post ...P.E Damn fun ! Play until hand super pain ! Azlina say i PRO :D LOL , Im not braggin! hHHAHAHA! Besides that After school need stay back ... I effing Fed up until i want shout at teacher , but i dint have to , Ayu and Cyrus did all the work for me ... Cyrus said somethings then suddenly MissTeo *BOOM* Exploded . She shout shout shout then she cry ... Then she stomp out the room .Suddenly The whole class "Ohhh~!" then i shout at cyrus " No respect for the teacher ..." Then ZhenMin started to shout shout something to Cyrus ... Then .. everyone started leaving ...i left too since there was nothing more i could do ... Went to caltex with Ayu, JiaLe , YanLi , LiQin and Celine were at caltex too ... sat around ... After awhile , Ayu went off ... Naqiyah and Co. came ... Naqiyah blanja me :'D Thankyou :D Then played around and stuff ... Went home at about 4:30 ? Late man! HAHAHA! Well , nothing more to post... Oh yeah i saw MR.NICHOLAS TAN outside 7-11 Yesterday , he stand up act cool sia ... then when he see me , he faster stand straight , Funny sia!!! OHH YEAHH !

F(x) was in Live Power Music Idk what episode , But i saw AMBER. SHE WAS SMOKING HOT! been spazzing about it from last night until Now! thats why in school i look so "EMO" . I dont even care if i look or i am EMO . hahah!! LOL ..

Currently chatting with SugarBaby , Tweeting and Feeling FUNNY! :D I'll try to keep myself happy Even though im sad ! BE POSITIVE ! I want to say Hwaiting , but it'll make it seem like im crazy over K-Pop , so id rather not! HAHAHA!

Posting on my private blog :D

happy Anniversary :D

Hello world ! Nothing interesting to post , except the fact that i brought a heavy bagpack for nothing -.- Well , thats pretty much everything i wanna say ! Oh yeah and ...

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY

FAYE ! wife of KimJongHyun, Girlfriend of TAN JIANWEN!

You and JianWen must stay longer :) You guys have never gotten a real relationship fight ! Good Jod ;) JianWen , take care of MY Faye ,and Faye , Treasure JianWen . Got it you two ?

Faye+JianWen = LOVE !

Finally , My Faye Cleared EVERYTHING on her blog . Hahaha ! Cool man ! Check it out ! its totally plain :D

http://www.ForeverMy-EndlessLuvv.blogspot.com !

Nothing .

Wassuupppiiee ? Nothing much happened in school . Quite boring too . Hahaha xD Well , that all for now:D I'll post in my private blog Later :)

Thanks Mika for all the advice you gave me :) But after today , i cant tell you i love em' anymore :D hahaha!!

Bored !

Hello ! Nothing much to post about school except ... i keep on ________ _______ . So sad ! its like ____ just went past me ! waah , sad manxzc !! nevermind if you dont want already , i guess i have to face it then :D But i cannot force her too anyway! Hahaha!! All the lessons was Playing "RedHands" with JiaLe :D And nothing more .

After school :

Went to caltex then went to TM with Ayu . Ate . Went Around . Went home .

Now , Faye and JianWen here ... Breathing my air , Eating my food , Drinking my coke and Sitting my Chair . LOL . Aights ! Too lazy post , so , BYE !

*I LOVE YOU ________ ! Hahaha . Just as a friend of course ! We're both Girls ! Hahaha xD*

*Wah , dont give me that attitude , someday , you will regret *

*Why are you avoiding me . I thoughts we're friends ? Or is it a Hallucination ? Hhaha , i hope we could make more

interactions sometime! :D*

Look at me all grown up !

So many things changed eh ? Hahaha :D

BEFORE >

AFTER >

Still crying , trying to change the subject.

My God-Sis making Cute faces !! i like the second picture HAHAHA ! Priceless ... Now still camwhoring !

Cb , fuck off la .

Hey world . Just came home :) Had super fun like mad !

Early morning , Nothing interesting happened , i was partially thinking deeply , partially hating my life (LOL) . Recess , lent PSP to ZhenMin , while i accompanyied Ayu for recess ... She blanja me :) Thankyoouu :) Mother tongue was writing Letters and a personal letter ... then other lessons are a vast of boringness to me .

-After school-

went to the dentist with JiaLe and Jolyn to accompany YanLi .... waited there for about half an hour , throughout the time we keep laughing ... Super fun ... Then went Caltex ... ate ... then we went back to school ... told my Taekwondo teacher that i couldnt attend ... so after that went off still with JiaLe, YanLi and Jolyn ... Went out of school was raining O_O We still play in the rain :D :D :D We walked three bus-stops away from school haahaha! Under the rain somemore . Wooaaah ...fun like hell ! And then went off to the bus ... DAMN COLD . Now im at home , dad at home too .. Thats all then ...

Currently : Crying ( for some reason) , Smacking the wall (now my hand red , damn cool.) Throwin' stuff all over the place . (I know im very violent at the moment , please forgive me .)

*I GIVE UP !!! I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE !!! GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE WHILE I'LL GO WITH MINE . GOOD Bye secretly. *

*Oi CB , You dont anyhow say my mother die hor , you better watch out , one of these days your going to get it . You think what , you fat i scared you ah ? COME LA . Knn , keep the stupid comments to yourself , i know your mother die already no need say mine die too . Better still you go die . We all dont need you , stay for what ?! Tsk! Just EFF OFF fat ass . *

SHOULD I JUST GO OR WHAT ? School this days arent worth the stay ... :'( oh please , someone please help me decide ...

Nothin'

Hai . I know i never post here for awhile now. And today , im feeling ... Awkward . Hehehe :|

Luckly i had the BEST NIGHT ever ! WAHAHAHA!

Yesterday : Dint go school :) I wait outside the main gate , everyone keep saying " wooah! ponteng ah? Baek!" I down there only "haha" Met JiaLe,LiQin and Celine , went Caltex ... I was feeling so funny then ... Stuff . Taekwondo training quite fun ! I miss training T_T Wooaht? yeah! Only one part i effing hate .... Iman and I had to "hug" ... Waah , annoying ... Mus they all started laughing , the harder i kicked Iman :O HAHAHA! After training waited for JiaLe , LiQin , Celine they all ... Ended up sitting near they're training area ... Damn O: Well , Let my PSP around ... ZhenMin beat my record , AGAIN . Go home try playing ... after 3 tries i got lazy :D then ... went off to cousins house for a celebration ... DAMN EFFING FUN TTFM ! After screaming-Laughing like some weird person ... (on the phone somemore , sorry LiQin :X) Went down to the playground ... Lucky at night already so , no one was occupying the playground :) Went there Had a very "INTERESTING" chat on "GENDER" , And other "PERSONAL" stuff . HAHAHA xD anyway , i should thank Mika for helping me with my issues :D way to go miss. counselor ! LOLOLOL . Then at 1:30am left . WAKAKAKAKA!

Today : During P.E Damn hyper like some idiot , told Ayu it was because i was wearing Shorts instead of Skirt O_O LOL! Next period , talked to Darryl , Ask him where the _______ was . He gave it to me :D YAYAYAYAYAY! Show JiaLe , She see that time she EXPLODE (Ka-BOOM*) Mother Tongue Lesson , JiaLe and YanLi settle something , i down there like nothing happening still so happy :D (in other words "gay" :D ) Nothing more to post ... Yay :D

~Thanks "Mika" for the Advice , but , its hard to put your idea to action , remember ... "GENDER" ? Hehehe !~

Posting on my Private blog . Later .

Funny day :?

I'll Post it On my Private blog >>> Http://My-forbiddensecrets.blogspot.com

Why ...

Can i Explain Myself ?! Everyone got mad But i never got the chance to explain .

Www.My-forbiddensecrets.blogspot.com

Random post :D

A friend and me Playing with rice , We ended up doing this pictures shown below :D Cute Huh ? ^-^

Amber! Happy birthday :) You mine forever!

Saengil chukha hamnida! AMBER ♥

Seng il chook ha hamni da~~

Seng il chook ha hamni da~!

Sa rang ha nuen 엠버 ....

Seng il chook ha hamni da!!

생일축하함니다

생일축하함니다

사랑하는 엠버 ....

생일축하함니다!

[AMBER! your 18 already ! Woah , Debut age . So mature . You get to do alot of things when your 18! The sign of being a young adult :D Happy Birthday! Have a great one , F(x) would always be there for you , no matter what . Your Fans too! *raises hands* Hehehe! Your a year wiser and a year smarter :) learn from your mistakes move on :D Hope you comeback soon T_T F(x) needs you , Embers needs you! Anyway , once again , HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AmBaby :D ]

Ughh , sadness overload .

Nothing much to post , Today was so far the best day in school for the week ... Wont be attending school due to some reasons , Relating to the whole "moving to the Philippines" thing ... Dad told me i have until next week wednesday to confirm with him if i really want to go back . Now playing DJ max like some idiot ... ZhenMin beat my highscore O_O now playing like some idiot to beat her score . Anyway , I wonder what i going to do on Monday ....... Should i go or not? uhhh..... Lets just see :/

I wanna make a private blog . Gonna Add certain Emails only :D

Link : http://my-forbiddensecrets.blogspot.com/

*Silence was kind-of broken today wasnt it ? I dint do anything , you did the first move , Again . Your so brave , im so envious O_O *

*Faye , Dont cry . I also want to go , but , its because of my school life here . I know you would understand right? :/*

Ughh ...

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Hi . This few days in school , Really ... ... ... I just cant stand it. So , i told my mum , i would rather go back to the Philippines than to keep studying here . So , in the end of the year , i would be going back . FOR GOOD .

Anyway . Now having fever , Im thinking wayy TOO MUCH ,i cant stand it anymore .

My brain MIGHT explode anytime soon .

Nothing more to post . I bother anyway -_-

Is it fair for me to just leave without saying ? Or should i let my friends decide whether i should go or not ... i could tell my mom not to go ... But , as far as i can see , the way people treat me , i Want to go >_<

A true friend sticks with you through thick and thin no matter what.

To lose a friend is hardship, but to forget them is as if you died too.

True friendship is seen through the heart not through the eyes.

"Silence , silence , silence .

I hate it , No wait ,

i dont JUST hate it , i Despise it .

Everyday , _______________

It's Bloody annoying , but i endure ,

cause sooner or later im out of ALL the troubles i have here .

Thank God . "

No mood post now . BTW , Hello Dix . NICE BLOG , If you want me to kill you . LOLOLOL . My WifeBand Cute at your Background men ! WAHAHAHA . GOODBYE.

On saturday got practice again ... need to brush up on our SNSD dance of "Oh!" -_- Never mind at least all the other items are Ohkay :D So , its been set that (ate)Anne,(ate)Elysha,Eliyah,Shine,JJ,Rakee,Dixie and Me are performing Nu ABO , Oh! , Gee , LaChaTa , SorrySorry and RingDingDong . Performing for St.Michael's Church Carnival on Sunday ♥ Well , thats all for now ! Hope to go out tomorrow! Anyone wanna go out with me ?! KEKEKE~

1 month and 3 days already ?! WOW

I'll post what happened yesterday Later at night . For now ... nothing much to say :)

HAPPY 1MONTH AND 3 DAYS !

I couldnt post on monday so i post today :D

It's been a month and so since i met you . Super Happy :D Though people might think im weird making this up for you ... I dont care ! LOL . I will forever remember that day :) I love you ! Wahaha . Amber is mine ^^ O_O

BYE!

Okay . fine :)

Hiie ! Its 1+ in the morning , Playing Truth or DoubleTruth with LiQin and Celine . Effing bored now . Talking to two retarded boys ! Theyre entertaining . But still cannot sleep , cause i keep on thinking :) Haiis. What is up with my life yeah ? Haha , i guess i wasnt meant to be with a certain someone :) And i guess , after the past few months , i realized , that person isnt worth it :) Yeah , i guess i dont really know that certain someone ... but dont you think i would know you more if we actually spent time together ? but we never did . I always had shy moments with you . But then , after i realized something , i figured , i never really saw the true you . Haha , the true you isnt bad . Its just that , it wasnt the friend i knew . So , if you think of it that way , then ... Go on . Be mad . I wont stop you cause i cant anyway . If our friendship was real , then we can overcome this :") Alright hate me :D i guess thats how you want to handle it :) Go ahead :) HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME :D i think i will with or without You ;)

Okay . fine :)

Hiie ! Its 1+ in the morning , Playing Truth or DoubleTruth with LiQin and Celine . Effing bored now . Talking to two retarded boys ! Theyre entertaining . But still cannot sleep , cause i keep on thinking :) Haiis. What is up with my life yeah ? Haha , i guess i wasnt meant to be with a certain someone :) And i guess , after the past few months , i realized , that person isnt worth it :) Yeah , i guess i dont really know that certain someone ... but dont you think i would know you more if we actually spent time together ? but we never did . I always had shy moments with you . But then , after i realized something , i figured , i never really saw the true you . Haha , the true you isnt bad . Its just that , it wasnt the friend i knew . So , if you think of it that way , then ... Go on . Be mad . I wont stop you cause i cant anyway . If our friendship was real , then we can overcome this :") Alright hate me :D i guess thats how you want to handle it :) Go ahead :) HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME :D i think i will with or without You ;)

SHINee .

Try not to faint like i did . haha. JongHyun And Onew so HOT , OMO .













Heres something SHINee did recently :D Comedy :) JongHyun's entrance was ... OMG ! Minho's smile was so cute ! keke~


















THANK YOU FOR WATCHING! TEEHEE! TAG PLEASE :D

Videos .

Hi . Nothing to post . Went to church yeterday . Wasnt listening during Mass ... Kept playing a fool . Laugh so hard ... like no ones business . After Mass , Choir had to practice , so Rachael , Michaela and Me go around the church , went to our Hideouts ... Since we owned the church we did everything we wanted to do :D Went to our Very first hideout ... its been our hideout for 9years :) cleaned up the place ... Took a video of it ! keke . will post the video!

~What did he say ? I really dont recall . Just tell me Pwease~ What did he tell you ? seriously? ~

Amber was in SMTC but she din't perform :( Embers around the world are trending Amber right now :) GoodJob ! AffXtions FTW ! Amber FTW :) I want to post the video i took yesterday , random videos and all the WaveBoard Videos :D :D :D

My friends and I in the bAck of the Church .

Me Playing with MatchSticks in the Philippines :D

WaveBoarding :)

WaveBoarding :D

WaveBoarding

WaveBoarding

WaveBoarding Last one . Hehehe .

Please Taq :D Blog is Dying .

Amber :/

Feel super sad now :( Currently chatting with LiQin , even though its 12 in the morning ...

We are currently Playing T or DT . Feel sad sad sad sad ... Haish . Anyways , lazy to post anything BESIDES that soon it will be SM TOWN's concert *screams* Anyway , Night :)

~ Uhh , Why do i like you so much , i now deny liking Kpop , all your fault , yet i LOVE you T_T i use to think believing was STUPID , now i think im stupid in believing ... Hais . ~

If i could make my birthday wish right now ... It would be ... To be with Amber :) At least just for awhile ... hais ... Amber , you making me so depressed . Why must you be so .... uhhh!!!

AMBER !

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Heyyo , Nothing much to post today ... Made Someone cry again . Now, Faye Killing me by strangling me cause of 2 things

1) She found out about the Truth or Dare thing

2) She Hugging me until i cannot breathe !!

LMAO . Found out a girl likes me ? So stupid . kekeke~ LiQin thinks theres something wrong with the Girl . Hhahaha , The girl's really kind though :) she keep saying im cool . LOL . Now chatting with her . Anyways ... Nothing left to post . Oh yeah

I DONT HAVE TO GO BACK !!! wooottsSSS~

hahaha :D Okay im off . SM CONCERT IS TOMORROW( ithink , is it?) . AMBER WILL BE THERE !!!! *faints*

Was on the phone with LiQin , She Asked Me whether i can go with them Tomorrow , i want to go ... But i scared later cannot ... :( i hope i can go !

Amber FTW !

"This feels weird ! and Dawn , Im NOT a TOMBOY . Even if i am , im straight , dude...."

"나는 그녀를 사랑한다. 당신은 저를 좋아한다. 다른 문제점."

Isnt this Funny ?! I find this CUTE LMAO . KryBer FTW :D

I hope i dont have to go .

Today i feel so Guilty! Anyway I'll start from yesterday .

Yesterday : Woke Up , Got a call from my cousin , she ask me go to Rachael(Aka Rakee) 's House ... Since i got nothing to do i just go ... Bathed , Got ready , Took out My skateboard ... Then rode there . When i reached there , I saw (Ate)Anne , (Ate) Elisha , Eliyah , JJ , Dixie , Mika , M.Shine and Rakee ... They were listening to Suju , Funny TTVM . I saw JJ Dancing ... uber funny . Sat there ... Then found out they were going to perform at St.Michael Church's Carnival day ! I sit there watch them dance to Gee , LaChaTa , SorrySorry and RDD ... Then (Ate)Anne asked me whether i wanna dance with them or not . Then Dixie answered for me . Tsk~ so i anything loh , just dance . They Dance Gee make me so Sian ! So i say i dont want to Dance Gee . So , i only had to dance Gee , LaChaTa and SOrrySorry . Unexpectadly i learned all the 3 dances in 2hours . kekeke . Tita Videoed us , hope to post it soon . Then Suddenly Nu ABO Played ... (Ate)Anne was dancing . So they ask me to dance also cause they saw me dancing . WTF . hahah so i just join :D Then 7 hours later , finish le . Went down to the playground ... Then played Truth or Dare , Eliyah found me Cute ?! OMYGAWD. Kkekeke. then went home at about 8.30 .

Today : Went to school , Had slight fever ... then then then , reached school , was listening music( i was _____ her today ) Then , first lesson , Was called out ... Had to bring along my bag , People thought i was going to be suspended -.-" i knew it was coming ... Then had to go to VP office ... The guy talked to me ... and stuff ... then Dad was coming in about an hour ... so was sent back to class ... Reached back class everyone all look at me ? Tsk~ then after the lesson ended , went out , called my dad ... Then call finish ZhenMin asked me why i had to go down ... I told her . Then She told me to "take back" my words or something ... then i was super depressed . Tried my best to stay positive . so then all the lessons ... i was thinking super deeply about the issue ... Then recess ... Went down with JL and YL . Dad called me ... he was at the G.O chatted with him , then he went in to talk to VP . so we three go buy drinks first ... Then i went back ... Talked to my dad ... i was pulling him ! kekeke , so embarassing i think ZhenMin saw me pulling my dad . Hahaha xD Then ... went up to class ...

Science : Someones phone rang ... no one admitted ... had to go under the hot sun ... STILL , no one admitted ... in the end ... ZhenMin surrendered her phone ... Wooah , half the class keep saying it wasnt her . And true enough . it really wasnt her handphone . So then blah blahblah ... was actually very pissed off that time . hahaha!

Maths : BORING.

MT : No Celine and LiQin ... so the back places were empty , asked JL to occupy the space ... Then ZhenMin sat at her place which is on the back of my chair on the floor .... Then ZhenMin and JiaLe keep saying about the Dropping out of school thing ... I made *ahemahem Cry . Shit !? i was like OwhMyGawd! Haiis . then played truth or dare ... Darryl sabo me again . Keep asking the Faye or ZhenMin question . This time i answered , But i dint let ZhenMin know who i picked . I thought no one else could find out . hahaha . Faye now keep asking me who i picked . kekeke~ Sshhh~ haha . then all the other lessons are pretty much boring ... so i wouldnt be expressing much about it . After school , Gave Benjamin my Passport copy , Photo and Confirmation form for the Korea trip thing ... then ...went to caltex ... super funny ... Jolyn laugh so funny ! then Darryl and extra i mean deravic keep playing a fool . super retarded . kekeke~ then now im here ... Crying my eyes out . cause of the stupid thing >:|

I was sent down in the office because i owed the school money . My school fees . There were too much until , i have to be dropped out . Please understand this .

~Why pa ? why do i have to go? ~

~ Please dont cry :( makes me feel super guilty , especially when i saw those teary eyes.~

~Faye ... Dont go nuts, id miss you too :')~

I hope not to go .

Really i really dont want to go .

Please dont push the blame to me .

Can you guys just let my last few weeks with you guys memorable ??